Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Friday, November 11, 2011
Note: the above computer is NOT the same model as my first one. It is just a very similar-looking one (though its specs are a little lower and has a different model number). I am just using this picture to give an idea as to what the computer looked like.
Anyway, my very first Packard Bell was a Packard Bell Platinum 2240, made in early 1997. It had a 200 MHz MMX Pentium processor, 32 MB of EDO RAM (we later upgraded it to 64 MB), 3.2 GB Quantum hard drive (later replaced with a 40 GB Maxtor hard drive, though I still have the original 3.2 GB hard drive), 3.5" floppy drive, and a GoldStar 16x CD-ROM drive. It also had 2 MB of video memory and a SND3-336 card (which also had a built-in modem). The computer originally ran Windows 95 but was upgraded to Windows 98 SE for a while (right after the computer started going downhill). Although I've moved on from this particular computer, I still feel some nostalgia for it - especially for the time during 2003 and 2004 when I formed a love for Packard Bell computers and software and really wanted to get that old thing running again.
So - my dad had been using the old DOS TeleVideo TS-1605 for about 13-14 years. It served its purpose, but I guess it got to a point where he felt it was time to upgrade (even a few years before then, the TeleVideo might still be considered quite obsolete). Once, while he was on a business trip in April 1997, he apparently bought a Packard Bell Platinum 2240 in North Carolina - and later brought it home with him. A few days after he got it, I saw it for myself and was just amazed at how it looked. It had all sorts of controls and looked so modern and futuristic compared to the simple, plain, bland box computer that was the TeleVideo. I'd never seen anything like it before and was so impressed that I even mentioned it to a kid or two in my first grade class.
I didn't start using the computer until a year or two later, though. I started out by playing computer games like Math Blaster: Ages 6-9, Reading Blaster: Ages 9-12, Casper: The Interactive Adventure, POD (or Planet of Death - a racing game), and Ecco. I had tons of fun playing these games, and I would later have new favorites, like The 7th Guest, SimCity Classic, Rodent's Revenge, Rattler Race, Comix Zone, Sonic CD, and many others.
And let's not forget Packard Bell Navigator. In early 1999, I discovered Navigator (or my dad showed it to me - I can't remember). And I discovered many "new" programs like WordPad, Paint, Calculator, and the Windows Entertainment Pack games - along with a few other interactive "games" in the Myspace room. I started writing stories about the Energizer Bunny in WordPad while in the Kidspace room - as well as making "Color World" bitmap images in Paint (which consisted of a bunch of multicolor ovals overlapping each other).
With time, I became more and more creative on the computer. When we got Microsoft Office 2000, I started using PowerPoint to make crude pictures, "games," and movies. I also used Word to write more, longer stories. We also first got the internet on that computer in 2000, though in the early 2000s, I didn't use it nearly as much as I do now. I didn't get into it that much until about 2002-2003 when I started chatting with AIM and posting messages on the Staufmansion-Line Forum (most of which I didn't even do on the Packard Bell). Fun times, fun times. Quite a few examples I could give of all the fun I had with that computer.
In April 2002, my dad started working for a computer company and bought a new computer to help him with the work. It was a Dell Dimension 4400, which cost over $2,000, I think. I still own and use that same computer to this day. I was rather impressed by it when I used it, as there were many things that computer could do that the Packard Bell couldn't. Nonetheless, I was still happy when my dad gave me the Packard Bell on my birthday a few weeks later. I was glad to have a computer of my very own to use. Unfortunately, this would only be short-lived.
About a week into September, the computer started making a clicking and whining sound. At first, I didn't take much notice, though a week later, things became very bad. I went to the CD Player in the taskbar to change the song I was playing, when the computer made the same noise again. Only this time, the computer froze, and I had to restart it. But things got considerably worse. I restarted the computer multiple times but got error messages after error messages. I had no idea what was going on. My mom said that maybe the computer was "tired." It sure seemed that way!
My early attempts at solving the problem were to run ScanDisk and Disk Defragmenter (interestingly enough, only a few hours before the computer first crashed, I was running Disk Defragmenter, and I wondered if that had anything to do with the problem). At first, I thought running those problems fixed the issue, but shortly after, I kept having the same problems. My dad thought the problem was that the computer was looking for a missing file, so he formatted the hard drive and installed Windows 98 SE. At first, things looked okay, but not for long. The computer was acting just as weird as it did before.
After a while, we basically gave up on the computer, and that's when its replacement came in - a PACE Technologies (a no-name brand computer) with a 300 MHz Pentium II MMX processor, 64 MB of RAM, 5-6 GB hard drive, 3.5" floppy drive, and CD-ROM drive - and ran Windows 2000. Though this computer was slightly more modern than the Packard Bell, I didn't like it very much. Its case looked dirty and old, and it seemed more cold and metallic than the "friendly," bright white plastic case of the Packard Bell. It also ran rather slowly, and the sound card didn't even work (at least not with Windows 2000). Also, a lot of my favorite computer games wouldn't run on the computer. However, I didn't have much choice, so for most of my computing needs, I used the PACE. Even though I didn't like it at first, I ended up having some nostalgia for it years later, as I liked the Snow Trees desktop wallpaper.
In 2003, I started doing most of my computer work on the Dell, and I was glad, as it was much more modern, could run more games, and allow me to do creative things with sound clips, artwork, etc. Also, it was a good thing my dad let me do so, as around mid-2003, the PACE quit working as it should have. It sounded like it would run, but there was no image on the screen (I later fixed this problem a year later by reinserting the video card).
In any event, it was around this time that I formed a big love for Packard Bell computers and Packard Bell software. The office interface in Navigator 3.9 looked so modern and neat, and I just hated some of the 3D graphics in Windows 98. And the new installation of Windows didn't have all my old favorite games (Rodent's Revenge, SimCity Classic, etc.). While I realized later I could have installed and run most of those games on just about any version of Windows, it wasn't quite the same as doing it with good old Windows 95. So, right around mid-2003, it was official - I wanted to restore my old computer with Windows 95 and Packard Bell Navigator!
Even though there wasn't much I could do for the Packard Bell at the time, the next best thing was to try to get as close to the old setup as possible. I tried installing Navigator on the Dell by copying all the old NAV files from the Master CD, but I kept getting error messages relating to ODBC.DLL, ODBC.INI, ODBCINST.DLL, ODBCINST.INI, and being unable to load the resource database. The last particular error message was very troubling to me because it was just so vague. It didn't give me any files to look for and barely indicated what the problem was (how was I supposed to know what the resource database was - that seemed like such a general term). Still, for years, I tried and tried again to get Navigator to work. In July 2009, I finally figured out the trick to get Navigator to work, but that's another story. Even though I couldn't get Navigator itself to run, I enjoyed looking through the screenshots and listening to the audio clips - hoping that maybe someday, I could interact with Navigator directly.
In late 2003, I went crazy trying to get Windows 95 back on the Packard Bell. I found the old, original 3.2 GB hard drive and tried to install it, thinking that Windows 95, Navigator, and all my other old, favorite programs were on there. Well, even if they were, I couldn't use them. For whatever reason (I think maybe it had to do with the Maxtor EZ-BIOS settings), the drive wasn't recognized. So, after that didn't work, I researched information on how to restore Windows 95. I was at a bit of a disadvantage since I didn't have a regular Windows 95 CD (and only had a Master CD, which back then, I had no idea I could reinstall Windows with it), so I didn't really know what to do. So finally, I made the stupid mistake of deleting all the files on the hard drive while in Windows.
And for several months after that, I was never able to use Windows again. I couldn't read from the CD-ROM drive when booting from the hard drive, and I couldn't read the hard drive when booting from the floppy and CD-ROM drive. I was in a real mess. Once I realized I could have installed Windows from the Master CD - and now couldn't due to the problem with the hard drive and CD-ROM drive, I knew I was stuck. If only I had a version of Windows I could install via floppy disk back then.
Eventually, my mom and I ordered a Windows 95 install CD, and I hoped that might be of help. It would have been better if it had floppies to install the OS, but oh well. I used another computer to transfer the Windows 95 files from the CD to a floppy disk. Slowly but surely, I copied the files onto the computer. Unfortunately, it didn't do much good, and I was at a standstill.
My dad, knowing how much I liked the old Packard Bell, took it to a repair center in December 2003 to see if the technicians could fix it. I was really happy but nervous at the same time. What if they couldn't fix it? To my horror, there was some bad news more than a week later. They called and said that they were having problems with it and that they thought the motherboard was the issue. A new one would increase the repair bill to about $500. My dad didn't think it was worth it to spend that much money on an old computer, so he suggested getting a new computer for me. I was open to the idea but still wanted the Packard Bell, as it meant a lot to me. A few days later, we went to look at some new computers, but I wasn't particularly interested at the time, so I passed (though I wish I had gotten one of those computers while I had the chance).
A day or so later, the technicians called back, confirming that the problem was the motherboard. However, they said that a new board would actually up the cost to $250 instead of $500 like they originally said. My dad reluctantly agreed to the motherboard replacement, and that made my day.
About a month later (January 2004), the computer was ready for pick-up. Apparently, it was now working and running Windows 95 for the first time since September 2002! We went to the repair place to get it, and a technician commented that the computer was quite hard to deal with. Once we got home, I set up the computer and turned it on and was excited to see Windows 95 running once again! Sadly, it didn't have Navigator or any of the other programs on it, but that was a problem for another day.
I installed a few programs on the computer, and everything seemed fine at first - until after the third program was installed. I got an error message, saying, "Sector not found reading drive C: Abort, Retry, Ignore, Fail." I was very crestfallen to see this. The computer was having problems again (though different ones, this time). I hoped this was just a one-time thing, but unfortunately, the problem grew more and more persistent. At first, I could just ignore it, but with time, I couldn't get past it. Eventually, I couldn't read from the hard drive or CD-ROM drive anymore. At least things were a little more stable with the other motherboard.
My dad found out that the computer was having problems again and reluctantly took it back for more work. But things wouldn't turn out well for the Packard Bell. More than a month passed, and we didn't hear from the technicians, so one day, in March 2004, we called them. Apparently, they had given up on the computer and couldn't fix it. Unless I'm mistaken, my mom said that they said they had never seen a computer that was so hard to fix.
A few days later, my parents picked up the computer, and it was waiting for me in my room when I got home from school. I was glad to see it again, despite the problems it had, and was eager to try an experiment on it. I put in the spare 5.25" drive from the TeleVideo, and to my delight, it worked! Now, I could transfer files from more modern computers to the old TeleVideo! Sure enough, I was playing Castle Adventure on that computer in no time! Unfortunately, about two months later, the Packard Bell even failed to recognize the floppy drives, and it had been rendered almost completely unusable.
At that point, I started to turn my attention to the old PACE computer. It had been about a year since I last used it, and I wanted to get all my personal files off it in case that computer never worked again. I started tinkering with it, looking inside it, and so on. Several months earlier, I cut off one of the PSU plugs when taking out the CD-ROM drive, as I had trouble unplugging it. I feared that something bad would happen if I turned the computer on, so I was reluctant to do so. I later put electrical tape around the cut ends and turned the computer on. Fortunately, it ran fine, and I was also glad to see that the video card was working again.
I then considered using the parts from the PACE computer to repair the Packard Bell. At the time, I was learning about motherboard form factors and knew that the PACE's motherboard wouldn't properly fit in the Packard Bell, but I could try to crudely position it in there (assuming I could take the crossbar out). So, I asked my dad to drill some of the rivets out of the computer case, and once he did, I removed the crossbar and put the motherboard tray from the PACE horizontally across the bottom of the Packard Bell. I then put the other components inside, and it worked. Well, yes, it did work, but I couldn't fit the cover over the case, and the ports weren't sticking out where they should have. Still, that was the best repair I could make with that Packard Bell. I later installed Windows 95 and tried (once again) to get Navigator to work but failed. I did, however, get many other programs to work (like SimCity Classic), and I found drivers for the sound card (they would work on Windows 95 and 98 but sadly still not on Windows 2000).
In early 2005, I was going through a phase where I wanted to make major improvements on myself. I tried to take a look at what I was doing and where I was going. And I started to feel that I shouldn't try to force a repair on the Packard Bell that wasn't appropriate for it. At the time, I had the computer in a small cabinet under my desk, and it was a real pain to deal with whenever I had to plug or unplug something. I finally decided to put the computer parts back in the PACE and use that as my computer. I then took the Packard Bell and put it on a shelf in my closet. And there it sat, sadly spending its final moments in my house useless and with a dark, empty space in the top drive bay where the CD-ROM drive once was. The same computer that was once full of life, playing all the old games I loved. Now useless and could barely do anything.
For a while, I decided to keep the Packard Bell, as I was still a computer nerd and wanted to keep it around for nostalgia and access to parts. However, I eventually decided to get rid of it. I felt it would be healthy for me to let go of it and move on, and it would also save space in my closet. So, in April 2005, I got rid of the Packard Bell Platinum 2240 - the very first Packard Bell I used and that gave me some of my first computing memories and inspirations - the computer that had been with us for almost eight long years. I put it out for the garbage and checked on it the very next day. The computer was gone, but surprisingly, the garbage hadn't even come yet. Someone must have taken it. Who knows what the final fate of that computer was/is?
Even though initially, I was glad to get rid of the Packard Bell, I still felt nostalgia for the Packard Bell computers and software and wished I hadn't gotten rid of it. From time to time, I would see computers on eBay that I wanted to get and considered buying them. But everything changed earlier this year when I learned that a YouTube user named Roadgeek got a vast majority of his Packard Bells from a thrift store called Value Village. I was glad to see there was a Value Village in my area (several actually), so one day, I went to the closest one, hoping that I'd find one. Very shockingly, the very first time I looked, I found a Packard Bell! And not just any Packard Bell, either. It was in the same style (though different model, same one in the picture at the beginning of this blog post) as my Platinum 2240! Best of all, it only cost $3.00! What a bargain! A lot better than paying hundreds of dollars on eBay! Needless to say, I bought it right on the spot. I also went to America's Thrift Store next door and found a Packard Bell monitor and keyboard! At home, I learned that the computer did indeed work and was glad to have another one almost just like my old one.
So, that wraps up my quite long story of my first Packard Bell. Since getting the replacement for the Platinum 2240 (the Platinum Supreme 1665), I've purchased three more Packard Bells. All of these have been fun to use, though my interest in Packard Bells never would have existed if it weren't for my very first one. Hopefully, I'll remember the fun I had with that computer for a long time.
This year, I've been interested in old computers again. I started looking in thrift stores for Packard Bells and other machines. In 2009, I found a somewhat "old" computer (probably made around 1997), but it wasn't exactly what I was looking for. However, when I went to a Value Village store this April, I found a computer that was pretty much exactly what I've been looking for as far as a vintage PC is concerned (though I would like to find an even older PC - like the TeleVideo).
The computer I found was a digital DECpc LPx 560. I haven't found a whole lot of information on it on the internet, though there are a few online ads for it. Considering that this computer came out in the early-to-mid '90s, it's not too surprising that this machine cost over $2,000! Anyway, the computer appears to have been built in August 1994 and has a 60 MHz Socket 4 Pentium processor - along with approximately 8 MB of RAM and a 516 MB hard drive. It also has a 5.25" floppy drive (one of the reasons I wanted this computer - it's really the mark of a true vintage machine), a 3.5" floppy drive, and a CD-ROM drive. So, it has a mix of old and "new" technology - another thing I like about this machine. Makes a good all-in-one computer.
I haven't used this computer a lot, as I don't want to wear it out, and plus, I don't have any real "need" for it (other than for collection's sake). However, the few times I have used it, it seems to work and runs MS-DOS 6.2 and Windows 3.1. There are even some programs left over from the previous owner - I think little kids' games.
I haven't fully tested this computer, so I don't know if everything works. For instance, I haven't tested the CD-ROM or 5.25" floppy drive. The 3.5" drive I have used a little, though, and it appears to work. I don't really know much more to say about this computer for now, other than I'm glad I found this one when I did. It really has a vintage feel to it.
Friday, October 28, 2011
I figured that I would keep my Russian stuff separate from my main blog. The original Russian posts here, however, will remain - and they'll also be copied over to my Russian blog. Anyway, that's about it.
Мой отец купил новый компьютер - Паккард Белл Platinum 2240. Спецификации компьютера: 200 МГц Pentium MMX процессор, 32 МБ ОЗУ, 3.2 ГБ жесткий диск, и Windows 95. Мы использовали этот компьютер с 1997 года по 2002 года. Мой отец купил новый компьютер - Делл Dimension 4400. Спецификации компьютера: 1.9 ГГц Pentium 4 процессор, 512 МБ ОЗУ, 40 ГБ жесткий диск, и Windows XP.
Также, в Сентябре 2002 года, Паккард Белл больше не работал. Я получил другой компьютер - PACE Technologies. Спецификации компьютера: 300 МГц Pentium II MMX процессор, 64 МБ ОЗУ, 5 - 6 ГБ жесткий диск, и Windows 2000. К сожалению, звуковая карта не работал.
В Декябре 2006 года, я получил новый компьютер (Делл Inspiron 1501). Это был мой первый лэптоп! Спецификации компьютера: 1.8 ГГц AMD Mobile Sempron процессор, 2 ГБ ОЗУ, 60 ГБ жесткий диск, и Windows XP.
В Августе 2009 года, я получил ibrowse компьютер. Наконец, в этом году (2011), я получил много старых компьютеров.
Friday, October 21, 2011
My Old TV Collection - Part 1/3
My Old TV Collection - Part 2/3
My Old TV Collection - Part 3/3
Sunday, October 9, 2011
I haven't found a whole lot of info. on this computer online, and I really wish I kept (or at least made copies of) the user manual(s) before donating them with the computer. Most of the TeleVideo-related things I find online (or on eBay for that matter) is for the TeleVideo TS-803. I haven't found much at all on the TS-1605. The two models look about the same as far as I can tell, so it's not important, though. But anyway, before I go on, I'll put up a picture of the TeleVideo TS-1605 (taken in April 2004) to put things into perspective.
I don't know for sure, but I think my dad got this computer around late 1983 or 1984. It had a 4.77 - 5 MHz 8088 processor, maybe 512-640k of memory (ultimately), and two 5.25" floppy disk drives (later, I think around 1988, my dad installed a 32 MB hard drive). What made this computer particularly unique to me was that it was one unit, as opposed to most other IBM computers, which were sold as components. The keyboard was connected via a RJ11 cable, and the screen was 14" in diameter and was monochrome. The green monochrome screen in particular was one of the things I later loved about this computer. It made it feel like a true vintage machine, and the operating environment with just text made things feel so simple (though less user-friendly). Other features of this computer included RGB and composite output ports, a RS-232C serial port, and a parallel port.
My dad used this computer for a number of years. He even had two or three dot-matrix printers to go along with it. He used this computer even into the mid-90s before finally getting a new Packard Bell Platinum 2240 in April 1997. Upon the purchase of the Packard Bell, the TeleVideo TS-1605 was set aside and was pretty much untouched for the next two years until February 1999 when I was really interested in it and wanted to try it out. My dad turned it on and showed me how to start the MultiMate word processor.
Since then, I was enthralled with the computer and used it from time to time - particularly for typing stories in the simple text form. My dad even set up one of the old dot-matrix printers so I could print my stories. Even three years later, I still enjoyed using this computer despite its age. For many years (excluding the brief period when I used the Packard Bell Platinum 2240 for a few months), I didn't have a working computer I could call my own, so that's probably part of the reason I liked this computer a lot.
Between 2002 and 2004, with the advent of my Packard Bell Platinum 2240 acting up and being unreliable, I began using the TeleVideo a lot more often for my personal computing needs. I became a computer nerd in late 2003, and in 2004 in particular, I spent a lot of time thinking of ways to tinker with the TeleVideo - making it as close to modern as possible. It ran MS-DOS 3.3, but I wanted to eventually upgrade it to either DOS 5 or 6 so I could utilize a mouse. I also looked into getting drive bracket adapters so I could try putting in a 3.5" floppy drive. Nothing ever came of it, though. I never bought anything off eBay, and it was just as well anyway, as I don't think I had the right cable connections. I also got a modem but couldn't figure out how to make it work (not sure it even would work on the TeleVideo, anyway). I also tried to run the "DOS version" of Windows 95, but it gave me some error message, so that was a big "no." I also stupidly erased the hard drive, and it took me a while to figure out how to get the computer to boot from the hard drive again. Sadly, there were many directories that were now long gone. I wish I remembered everything that was on there.
On the plus side, I downloaded some simple DOS games (most notably Castle Adventure), which seemed to work pretty nicely. The TeleVideo was playing games for perhaps the first time in its life! I transferred the files by putting in the spare 5.25" floppy drive in the Packard Bell (which had come back from the repair shop and was otherwise useless by that point) and copying games from the 3.5" disks to the 5.25" disks. It was fun to play games on that old computer.
Around late 2004 and early 2005, I finally was able to make the upgrades I hoped for on the TeleVideo (sort of). I got a copy of MS-DOS 6 and a serial mouse. As expected, MS-DOS 6 ran fine, but the GUI was pretty pointless because I wasn't really able to use the mouse. Sometimes, I saw the cursor appear on the screen, but I couldn't move it around. I don't know if I was doing anything wrong - or if that old computer simply wasn't designed for a mouse.
2005 was a year in which I tried to go through various personal changes. I tried to leave behind my childhood interests and also get rid of many material things I felt were holding me back. One of the first "big" things to go was the Packard Bell Platinum 2240, which was now just sitting on a shelf in my closet collecting dust. And later that year, I decided to get rid of the TeleVideo. Not only was I trying to rid myself of some material things, but it was big, old, and taking up a lot of space. A charity agreed to pick it up, and so that September, I got a big box and put the TeleVideo inside - as well as the manuals that came with it, many floppy disks, and probably some of the original receipts that came with it.
Looking back, I miss that computer a lot. It was such a unique computer to me, and I wish I hadn't gotten rid of it. Since then, I have found old-style computers (particularly the digital DECpc LPx 560), but even they aren't the same as the TeleVideo. It was the true essence of a vintage PC with its monochrome green screen - and it was neat how the whole computer was one piece (except for the keyboard). I hope to find another computer like it - or at least similar to it. I have visited thrift stores a number of times this year, and while I have come across some pretty old computers, I haven't seen any like the TeleVideo. I have seen the TeleVideo TS-803 on eBay, but it's very expensive. Maybe someday I'll be reunited with a TeleVideo...or not.
В 1997 году, я начал рисовать комиксы. Я рисовал машину по имени Грег, собаку по имени Мистер Дог, и холодильник по имени Рефриджерэйтор. В Октябре 2004 года, я начал рисовать персонаж по имени Биг Филл. Он был студентом в моем классе. Наконец, в Январе 2009 года, я начал рисовать парней по имени Роберт и Дэниэл.
Thursday, October 6, 2011
Привет, всем! Меня зовут Джо, и я живу в США со своей собакой. Я студент в колледже и хочу стать фармацевтом. Я люблю Южный Парк, компьютеры, и торговые центры. До свидания.
Hello, everyone! My name is Joe, and I live in the USA with my dog. I am a student in college and want to become a pharmacist. I love South Park, computers, and malls. Goodbye.Please correct me if there are any errors with my Russian grammar and/or translation. I've been studying it for the last four years or so but still don't know it fluently. I still have some grammar and vocabulary to learn before I can really write much with Russian.
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Anyway, I learned of a YouTube user named Roadgeek, who obtained most of his Packard Bells from a thrift store called Value Village. I never really considered checking thrift stores for computers but decided to give it a try. Fortunately, there was a Value Village not too terribly far from where I live. Shockingly enough, on the very first time I checked Value Village, I found a Packard Bell! Even more shocking was that the cabinet was in the same style as my original Packard Bell Platinum 2240! Since then, I've checked various other Value Villages in my area for Packard Bells but was coming up dry until the last month or two when I got two horizontal PBs (I've always wanted one of those). And just a few days ago, I found a Packard Bell Legend 814CD but decided not to buy it because the cabinet style was the same as the last one I got, so I didn't want to spend the money.
Anyway, the Packard Bells currently in my collection are the Packard Bell Platinum Supreme 1665 (the first I got), the Packard Bell Legend 18CD, and the Packard Bell PB 5310. I'm glad I got these from thrift stores, as they'd be a lot more expensive on eBay. I'd still like to find a computer like my old TeleVideo TS-1605, though.
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Now, recently, I've had some news that's both angered and concerned me. Governor Nathan Deal signed something not too long ago that will bring changes to the Georgia HOPE Scholarship and Grant. The Grant will now pay only about 90% of tuition and will not pay any mandatory fees or books.
I am just so outraged by this decision. The books, and maybe the fees, are okay to cut out, but some people (my family included) likely can't afford to pay 10% of tuition! What annoys me is how they're bragging about how they're "saving the program" by making cuts. In my opinion, they might as well cut the whole program altogether. I don't think my family or I can afford to pay even 10% of tuition, so what does it matter if it still covers 90%? I mean, really!?
I'm just disgusted by that decision. What makes it worse is that part of the reason that was probably done is because the officials are so hung up on making the Grant based on academic achievement only. I understand why they want to have it that way, and normally, I would support that, but when a government's got a bad budget, I think it would be a better use of money and more of a relief for poor families and college students to use the money to help pay for the education of people who don't have high incomes. I'm sorry, but I just don't think that a government needs to pay for a rich person's education - especially not when the state has an insufficient budget. But no, these dang government officials HAVE to make the Grant "academic only," and thus, they have no money to pay 100% tuition, and so those people who really can't afford to go to college can't pay the 10%.
As I said, I'm just furious about this. I understand that the state doesn't have an unlimited amount of money, but as I said before, a lot more money could be pumped into the system by setting an income cap. I'm very well aware that a lot of people are against that idea, but to truly help those who can't afford college, I really strongly wish everyone would reconsider.
And what about student loans? I don't have a credit rating, and I don't know about anyone else's rating that could possibly co-sign for me. Besides, I don't like the idea of loans anyway - especially since I don't have the cash upfront anyway or a decent credit rating. A loan just seems like an overwhelming obligation for me at this point in time. My current philosophy is to either pay the bill in full upfront or get a scholarship that can do that. And since I probably can't do either at this point in time, well...come fall 2011, I'm not sure if I'll be able to go to college. I really don't know what I'm going to do.
Since my last post here, I finally applied to Griffin Technical College in April 2010 (now better known as Southern Crescent Technical College). I had a bit of a problem at first, as I mailed in my high school transcript with my application, but for some reason, the college didn't get it. How that happened I'll never know. I finally decided to hand in another copy of my transcript in person. A few months pass, and I don't hear from the college. I decide that soon I'll go reapply at the college and hand in all the paperwork in person at the same time. Maybe things were all mixed up because of the way I handled things. Finally, in September, I got an acceptance letter, so I didn't need to reapply after all. In the remaining few months of the year, I concentrated on getting financial aid (the Georgia HOPE Grant) and registering for classes. And as of now, I am a student at SCTC. I don't know for how long, though. I'll get into that in another blog post in just a minute.
Another bit of news is that last year, my grandmother's health went downhill, and she spent her last few months in the hospital. In May, things were not looking good for her, so we went to Knoxville, Tennessee for the first time in almost six years to visit her. Several weeks pass, and she goes back and forth from the hospital and the nursing home. Then, in July, her health took a turn for the worse, and my mom and I made another trip to Knoxville. Sadly, she died, and a funeral was held for her shortly after.
Since then, we've made multiple trips to her house in Knoxville to try to clean out her house to get it ready to sell and to get any personal things we wanted out of it. As of now, the house has been on the market for almost two months now, and a few people have looked at it, but as far as I know, nobody has made an offer yet.
Another thing I'd like to mention is that my grandmother had a will in which she left all her property to my mom and uncle in the event that she passed. That, of course, included her car. After going through the probate court process, my mom and I went to the tag office and transferred ownership of the car to me. So since last November, I've been the proud owner of a light blue 1989 Toyota Camry! It sure is a nice car in my opinion. It needs a little bit of work, but it's still functional, and any car is better than no car as far as I'm concerned.
Now, very recently, I've taken an interest in The 7th Guest computer game, Beavis and Butt-head, and old-school computers and computer software - like old Packard Bell computers and operating systems like Windows 95. Ah yes. The good old days.
That's about it for now.